bonneori

Wow.

Tue, 26 Jan 2010 04:36:15 GMT

So it has been awhile since I last posted. I am working on all my projects, Wolf lake, Burn Notice, Push.

There is just so much and I apparently have trouble concentrating. I just need to make my need for multiple ideas work for me. Tomorrow I will get some cleaning done and then I will do something else. Must not oversleep.

I will accomplish great things tomorrow.

Sun, 05 Jul 2009 01:10:49 GMT

As a writer I need to explore deeper depths and go boldly where I have never gone before.

As a reader, I am done with plot and I just want sex. I am tired of heartache. My brain needs to smoke a cigarette. Hopefully with Robert Pattison.

A very rainy monday.

Tue, 12 May 2009 00:43:43 GMT

I am sick of rain. Which is sad because I used to love it. I used to love watching the raindrops hit the pond outside the house and just be inspired by the way that the circular shapes. But gradually I have become more solar. I do not spend as much time as I should outside but I need the sun.

I just read about something horrible that occurred and while I did not know the person still it is horrible.

I feel detached from everything and while I am fairly solitary by nature this is difficult though so far I am doing better than usual this time of year.

I am working on some stories and hope to post by the end of them month.

A random post

Thu, 16 Apr 2009 14:34:02 GMT

I am not dead nor abducted by aliens. I am however helping to potty train a toddler so that sort of kills any urge to think. When not potty training I am sort of writing or trying to get the mindset for writing everything I write.

I have many plans that I am going to get started on the next few weeks. So if anyone actually reads this many great things are in your future.

Thu, 26 Mar 2009 14:19:46 GMT

Today is a gray day and I am craving color. I have a lot of good in my life but I also need to change a lot of things. I need to if I am to blossom. Mostly I want to be strong in myself.

The news I got today is disturbing but it will not be bad.

The world is just waiting for the beauty of spring to be healed.

To write

Tue, 03 Mar 2009 20:21:33 GMT

So there is no true update on the writing front but I am no longer feeling like the walls are about to collapse on me. I have some things that I am working on and that is good. Progress is slow but they will get done.

Thursday I am going to take an artist date. I will go to one of my favorite lunch spots and order something and write for an hour and then I will go to the used bookstore and pick up a copy of Sunshine by Robin McKinley. It will be wonderful.

I plan on embracing my main writing project soon. I will do a get the damn book done 30 days of fun writing hell. It will be not good but it needs to be done.

There is no other news other than I am hoping Thursday is warmer.

Fanfic update

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 00:08:15 GMT

I have no update on fanfic. I have written a page of my actual hope to god to get paid for this writing but fanfic is a big solid zero.

I have big plans but my brain has not been in a good place for writing. Anyway tomorrow is a new day. I have gotten somethings I have been wanting to do done so hopefully the moving around will cause some unblocking in my mind.

Just Keep Swimming as the great and wise fish prophet Dori says.

I will try to get at least Alpha Bitch and Run So far updated this week.

If anyone who has read those stories happens to read this please leave a comment in the comments (ironic) and tell me what you think should happen.

MeepI

Sat, 28 Feb 2009 20:06:38 GMT

I am having a moment. You know the one when the entire world seems to force itself into your heart and you could cry and scream at the pain but you just can't breath.
I hate it. So much to do but I am feeling trapped.

Want to sleep. Want to dance.Want to run and run but there is no where to go. Sanctuary does not exist in this moment.

Escape in not a viable option.

Just breath in and out. Just breath in and out.

Days

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 02:26:42 GMT

There are days when the pain is too much. Days when you wonder if you really should go on. I have those days. God do I have those days. But I need to remember that they are not the only days. I have days of beauty and happiness . Days when the sun is at the perfect shade and I can see things clearly.

What is important is to learn to appreciate the shadows.

Because the shadows and light, the balance between them is what makes me human and though humanity has pulled some of the freakiest shit in the universe, we have also done some pretty amazing things.

Just need to remember that.

My head is filled with thoughts of teleportation, Goethe, Thunder the perfect mind, Yarrow flowers and foxes. I really hope there is no such things as telepaths because it is hard enough to exist with one's own thoughts let alone anothers.

Though I do still hope for psychic waiters.

Toodles.

First quiz

Wed, 18 Feb 2009 17:06:12 GMT

I love the tarot.

<img src="http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot/dragon/18.jpg"> <h2 align="center">You are The Moon</h2> Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You? <a href="http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot" target="_blank">Take the Test to Find Out.</a>

First entry

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 22:29:40 GMT

This lj will be used to keep track of my fanfic and various ideas that go with it. Right now I am fascinated by Push but I also have working fics in Burn Notice and Wolf Lake.